specially for you....just because

I have “met” so many people since I started blogging, and I must say you all are an awesome lot. From the very uplifting comments, to the random comments, to the haters, its obvious why Im still hooked (except for the more obvious: I don’t have a life!, but of course we’ll carefully ignore that giant elephant…)

I cannot describe the friendships I have made through my blog, so much so that I dream of u guys sef.

Neways, this post is about one blogger in particular. She’s more than a regular blog stalker, I see her as a friend, even a sister. We chat many times on Google talk and somehow this friendship has grown without my noticing. She just came from behind and stole my heart (where was I?).

I have only spoken to her once , when I called her on her birthday. I didn’t say much. She said something to the effect of her birthday being boring cos she had no friends there and I promised to call on her birthday. She gave me her number and I made good my promise.

I don’t think she knows how much she helped me when randomly one day on Google talk I just poured out everything to her about something I was going through. I just wanted someone to talk to, someone who wouldn’t judge me or give me the cliché responses. After that conversation, I really felt relieved. Don’t know if I said thank you.

I have refused to add her on facebook, cos im guarding my relationship with her jealously. When u read this, I want you to know that I refused to add you on facebook, cos I didn’t want to corrupt what we have. I felt like it wouldn’t be the same if I get to put a face to the name. It’s like that best kept secret that you don’t want to share with the whole world. It’s powerful how you can feel a close connection with someone based on their words alone.

Babes, we’ll both succeed at this together. We are going to crush the Boards together (ok, so maybe not together, a la this morning's conversation cos this was written a while ago).

PS: ur First Aid is in the mail!  ( it'll stll be handy right?)

And even though you don’t know my real name, I’m glad that you’re there. I don’t know how long you’re going to be there for,(consider this emotional blackmail, u have to be there for a loooong time! ) but I’m happy that you are.


Thanks girl! (click on the link for blogger in question)