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I'm having one of those days again. Days when everything is just blah. I call it my "nobody-loves-me" day. My phone doesnt ring, no emails, nothing. Then i convince myself that its because nobody loves me. On such day i may/may not cry myself to sleep. Do not feel sorry for me or leave any "eiya" comments. Its a phase, and it'll pass. I usually wake up the next day feeling ok.

I'm tired of life. sometimes i feel like its just an act. dont worry, I'm not suicidal.

A friend once mentioned to me that i dont write personal stuff on my blog. She said my blog entertains her, but doesnt divulge anything too personal. I feel she's spoilt. She used to read me when i had a more personal blog.

I'm just getting used to sleeping on my own. I remember a time that i couldnt go to sleep without cuddling up. *sigh* I still sleep with so many pillows. most of them have gone flat. I think i need a cuddle buddy. any takers? o well, i guess im going to invest in a stuffed animal. or who's sending me one?

SHE (nope, her name is "she") wrote a sequel to my last post. A must read if i can say so myself. check it out here.

the good part about this is that im going to hate this post in the morning, and im more likely to update soon. i think i need to go catch some sleep now.