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Friday, November 30, 2007

I'm losing it

I've been putting off writing for a long time. I don't feel like doing anything. I have one of the biggest exams of my life (at least that's what it seems now) right by the corner, and this is the wrongest time for anything to go wrong. Plenty has.
This is the closest I've come to being depressed for real. I feel like just existing.
I'm sad
I'm scared
I'm depressed
I've emptied all of my tear ducts
My house is a mess!
I'm losing it

13 comments:

Ms. Catwalq said...

Please take it easy.
It is the weather...makes issues appear darker than they are

Allied said...

i agree with Catwalq. I pray all is well with you.

bumight said...

@catwalq: thanks, I just want to go home!!!

@allied: thanks for stopping by!... Amen!

UnNaked Soul said...

take it easy babes...
need me help?

bumight said...

@unnaked: I'm trying to... hope I can pass through this phase...I miss my mommy!!!!

UnNaked Soul said...

you will babes...
buzz me if you need company *wink*

SOLOMONSYDELLE said...

Hey, sorry you are feeling blue. Just take it easy. Prayer always works. This too shall pass. Stay strong.

darkelcee said...

We are waiting for you with open arms in Naija

Take a deep breath and all will be well

Have always wished flying carpets and witches brrom can work for real. it is sure faster and more fun than any direct flight!lol

We've got you back girl

Enjoy!

BiMbyLaDs** said...

my dear, it is well, trust me, I felt like that yesterday and I was soo down... but today i am determined not to be down.. God loves us too much...
take care my love..

mwahxx

Anonymous said...

...things might seem very blurry but, have hope. All will be right. Cheers, you can (& will pass your exams)

Anonymous said...

this sounds like me a year ago. I hope you know that this too shall pass. And when it does, you'll breathe so much better. Talk to someone you trust because it can get worse though i pray that by God, it is well with you. But yeah, i do know what its like and its a really hard thing to deal with. talk to someone please.

take care

Naapali said...

Fall semester of M1 year makes you feel like that. All the confidence that u had getting into medschool has been stripped off u and u are quite sure u are a hopeless incompetent and a fraud that will soon be found out and kicked out.

But u know it is not true and u know everything that has brought u here can keep u going, so u dig deeper into urself and what emerges is stronger, bolder and more beautiful than u have ever been. It is meant to be a transformative experience, and it is.

shhhh said...

it is well

 

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